I spent my long weekend in Maogmang Lugar (Masayang Lugar), Naga City, the place where I grew up. As expected, the questions like “Buntis ka na ba?” "May laman na?" were everywhere. Pressure noh? Although our financial condition is not that perfect to have a baby, God knows how I want to have one. I have this “monthly depression”. My husband would always tell me not to stress myself out. According to him, if it’s meant to happen, it will happen. He must be right but I just can't help it. Forgive me Lord for being so impatient. I know that the gift will be given in Your time...in Your perfect time.