I spent my long weekend in Maogmang Lugar (Masayang Lugar),
Naga City, the place where I grew up. As
expected, the questions like “Buntis ka na ba?” "May laman na?" were everywhere. Pressure noh? Although our financial
condition is not that perfect to have a baby, God knows how I want to have one.
I have this “monthly depression”. My husband would always tell me not to stress
myself out. According to him, if it’s meant to
happen, it will happen. He must be right but I just can't help it.
Forgive me Lord for being so impatient. I know that the gift will be given in Your time...in Your perfect time.
It will come when you least expect it. Just enjoy the journey towards pregnancy. Your hubby is right, don't stress yourself out.
ReplyDeleteYou are right. :)
DeleteI know exactly how you feel. I skipped a family reunion and many parties because hearing people ask if I was pregnant was already getting me down.
ReplyDeleteBut we didn't take the "just wait and see" method ha. By our second wedding anniversary, we were already trying to get pregnant the scientific way. As in I would chart my morning temperature so that I'd know the pattern of my ovulation. This really helped because we knew we were actively doing something so the waiting wasn't as irksome anymore. We got pregnant on the 5th month of "scientifically trying"
Thanks for sharing Jill.
DeleteI use the fertility calendar. Some says our kangaragan with work may be the culprit. That’s why we’ll take a leave from work. If it doesn’t work (puro work… Haha), I guess it’s time to seek professional help. :)
Meron akong nabasa about hypothalamic amenorhea. Kasi it's been almost 80 days na hindi ako nagkakaroon. Sabi kapag stressed daw, the hypothalamus interprets it as our body not being fit to carry a baby. Siguro malala na yung sakin kasi hindi ako nagkakaron. Add to that, sobrang bumagal metabolism ko. Lalo tuloy akong annoyed pag tinatanong ako kung buntis na ba. Uhmmm, di po lahat ng tumataba buntis.
ReplyDeleteMaybe you're on the right track with taking a leave off of work. Good luck ha.
Regular naman ako pero it does not mean daw na im ovulating. ewan. haha. nakakaparanoid lang.
DeleteTumaba din ako kaya parati ako tinatanong kung buntis ako. hehehe.
Thanks.
good luck sistah!!! dont worry, you're not the only one trying to get preggy. ako din... :) maybe you want to go to your OB for a check up.
ReplyDeletesige. pagmalapit na mag expire health card. hehe.
Deletehahaha. wag, kasi baka abutan ka ng expiration sa mga lab test. sayang din, para macover. hahahah
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