I’m being too emotional these days. I easily cry. I easily get pissed off. Sorry
to burst your bubble, but
these mood swings have nothing to do with my
“hormones”. I am just frustrated and sad.
People who know me except for my husband would be surprised reading this post.
They thought that I am really not
affected, that I’m healed a day after the result of the “battle”. I guess I am good at hiding my feelings or maybe people around me know what I am
going through but they choose to let me feel that everything’s normal and okay (which I appreciate).
For days, my husband’s spiel to console me was “It’s okay. It doesn’t define you. Move forward. I still love you.”
With the thought that
his encouraging spiel was not working, “Babe, let’s go to the mall. Let’s buy
the bag ( you showed me.”
“I don’t deserve a bag”, my reply.
Then, I saw a very
tempting IG post of @Niquashop, with the caption Bags Bags and More Bags...
“Babe, I’m entitled to change my mind, right?”, showing him the IG post.
He just laughed and transferred funds to my account.
I like Niqua bags. They’re
simple yet chic. They’re inexpensive (considering the quality) yet they
don’t look cheap. And they are made in
the Philippines!
photo credits: Ni-qua.comni-qua.com |
I got Manico Large in
burgundy. It’s roomy, structured yet
light. However, it’s not
mandurukot-proof since it has no zipper. I guess it was not designed for
commuters like me. lol
photo credits: Ni-qua.com |
I also got the Dottore Medium in dark mustard. Ang lakas maka- lady boss nito. Lol
Call me shallow, but they somehow minimize my frustration. Indeed, "retail therapy" is therapeutic. lol
On a serious note, let me take this opportunity to thank my husband, not just for giving me money to
buy the bags (lol) but also for making me feel that I’m not the stupidest
person on Earth. I would like also thank my
parents, siblings and friends for the encouraging words. And to my
darling daughter, I thank you for making me feel so blessed, despite mommy’s
failure.
They are so right. I
need to pick myself up, dust myself off and laban ulit.
Text me na lang, anong balita? Why the crylaloo galore?
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