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So, shut up na lang ako!

Out of the blue, a guy officemate asked me: P: Chasen, nangyari na ba sayo yung nalungkot ka or nagalit ka? Me:  Bakit mo natanong? P: Kasi parati kang bungisngis. Hindi ko maimagine na malungkot ka. Nalungkot na ba ako? Yung malungkot na malungkot?  Oo naman.    It happened four years ago, but until now, I still do not want to talk about it because until now, it still makes me feel a bit sad.   “Nagalit na ba ako?”  The answer is in the affirmative.   But, I seldom articulate my anger.     I am not confrontational. More than I hate being angry, I hate offending others, especially those who are dear to me.  I was not raised to be palaaway.  While growing up, my mom would always tell me not to be troublesome. Pag may nang-away daw, isumbong ko daw sa teacher.  Good thing, I never experienced being bullied. Or ako ba yung bully? I don’t think so.  When I moved here in Manila, I was in...